i've been awake since 1pm yesterday. i was dead tired all day. went out with friends. some shit happened and then i came home. and couldn't go to sleep. i'll go into detail some other time about the night ( Read more... )

lust. like. love ( Read more... )

i feel like everything is at a stand still.

some online news thing wants to use one of my pictures for an article. i don't know if i should let them or what. i need to get my name on my pictures. i'm paranoid that someone will steal them.

i'm buying nair tomorrow if i have to walk all the way to the pharmacy to get it. i'm sick of shaving and my skin getting all irritated ( Read more... )

umm umm umm ( Read more... )

i fucking hate men...well the vast majority. i've been feeling guilty and i know i shouldn't. i didn't do anything wrong. but i've been feeling like the most horrible person all day. i know i hurt him [which i never wanted to do] but now, after all this time he's hurting me. he's moving on, getting in to another relationship but making me feel ( Read more... )

i fucking hate tonight and i wish it never happened ( Read more... )

i'm beyond tired....

and that's all i have to say.

i still haven't heard from public works. i'm supposed to have an interview this week, but only god knows when. maybe they'll call next week ( Read more... )

i went to the movies tonight with zara and anthony. we went to see street kings which i quite enjoyed. after we were walking to the car talking about the movie. when we made it to the car i heard some commotion so i looked over and this guy was beating the shit out of his girlfriend, i'm assuming. anthony wanted to go over there and do something ( Read more... )