wow. i finally have time to write in this thing.  school and my homework have got me sooo freakin busy.  my kiddos are alseep or watching a movie so yea.....but anywho, im tired myself.  i should probably be taking a nap while gabes asleep but that is probably not gonna happen.  i have more homework to do to.  i just feel like i need a little break ( Read more... )

*sigh*. school kinds sucks.  my classes are very, mmm...kidish.  the teachers teach you you kidish shit, they treat you kidish, and i just get annoyed.  but i guess i have no choice. im just worried bc my schedule is set up for teachers that teach at an elementary level. hell no fucking way do i wanna teach at that level. like this stupid math ( Read more... )

so if u read my last post, u'll know that i got a new laptop.  which i love!! unfortunatley there is something wrong with the keyboard and the mouse pad. so i have to return it, but thety dont make this version anymore. and on top of that, i got it as a promotion with a free wii. well, the stupid customer service people are saying that i will have ( Read more... )

damn.........no one even writes in this anymore. oh well. im really fucking bored right now and not having a very good day. im getting super fucking annoyed though. moslty because the people in this house are so fucking lazy. shes how fucking old, and she still expects people to be picking up after her? im fucking fed up with it already. my ( Read more... )

well, it's been a long ass fucking time since i've written in my journal. mostly because i doubt that anyone even reads them anymore. people'd rather look at myspace. anyways, lately things have been going ok. i guess i cant complain. well, actually i can, but im not gonna because ill just piss my self off. being pregnant is not so fun. i ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ERIQUITA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well......im just chillaxin' in mari's eating my delicious turkey dinner. mmm......its so tasty. im bored though. anyways, my sister went to dallas with the basketball team, and i actually miss her being around. i cant believe i just said that. anyways, i wish i was out of town. im not gonna get to this year, and its my senior year. well, i ( Read more... )

i finally went to the doctor yesterday. the doctor was really nice, i felt really comfortable. im glad we switched doctors. i still have to have a test done though. they have to take blood. im gonna die, i cant handle that. well, i got the sonogram pics. i poseted them on my myspace if anyone wants to see them. i guess thats all.

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ok, so yesterday was fine up until my dad started being an ass. fucking rachel just pisses me off. sometimes i swear if i had the chance i could kick her as, not caring if shes my blood. shes just too fucking fake for me. everything about her is fake. i hate whenever she gets in trouble for shit, she has to bring me up. she fucking hates me. ( Read more... )