papa's crazy lately. i don't know why. he does whatever pops into his mind. i never knew that he took me seriously when i suggested cosplay for their band gigs. o.o though i found it cool, i think it earned them a few tomatoes here and there. =)) gomen ne? ~_~" now kou's telling me off the suggestions. sai is crazy enough as it is and i shouldn't ( Read more... )

i wanna go!!! i wanna wanna wanna go!!! :((

mama say no yet again to going to singapore. i wanna go. can't i? can't i? i wanna see papa!!! :(( it going to be the best birthday gift ever! right, tito clyde? right? :((

rai wanna go!!!

mama cancelled on me again. it's always like that. i feel so sad tuloy.

how i wish i could go back to those days - so simple, so warm, so clear ( Read more... )

||  rule the world ( Read more... )

i don't really know what college is like but since it's technically driving both mama and papa mad (as in crazy) and insanely busy, then rai not like it nemor.*crosses arms ( Read more... )

i haven't posted a public entry for such a long time so here i am! post!!!!!:D

only joking:P i'll tell you guys something about my day today.

so, i just got back from the province to do homework so when i go back to school next week, i'm all set. then again, i just realized something as i went around my mum's province in my usual clothes (i won't ( Read more... )

 wah!!! i really want to... it not your fault though, papa... not yours... it just that i want... :( and rai sorry for not say bye bye a while ago... it hard.. it just went kapoofy... :( bad connection ( Read more... )

i had compiled every single song that you and mama had and placed it into one complete collection. i hope they make you smile. even just a bit, papa... even just a bit...

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1. October - Evanescence

I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through ( Read more... )

i haven't really felt this way for such a long time. i always thought that things would already be well as time would all erase every single memory that would seem to be forever be skeletons in our family's closet. yet again, here i am, pouring out my pathetic family's life in a journal the world might not bother reading. people would randomly pass ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )