So as this year comes to a close, here is my take on the past 12 month's.

I learnt more about myself this year than I ever have at any other point in my life. I may say that every year but every year it seems to ring truer and truer. I learnt that you can't make yourself healthy just by thinking it will happen. You have to take action and actually ( Read more... )

So, my life got super complicated. jon and me broke up in the beginning of july..and now we're at a point where we're best friends and back to how we used to be..and its either going to go one of 2 ways. im just not sure what thats gonna be at thsi moment in time..

Here's what I figure. I'm not going to listen to people bitch about their lives when no one ever took the time to be there for me when I needed them. Not going to waste my time putting effort in to help when it won't ever come back to me. So everyone needs to get over themselves and let it go.

*sigh*...this pretty much describes everything.

So I Need You - 3 Doors Down

If you could step into my head, tell me would you still know me.
If you woke in my bed, tell me would still hold me.
Or would you simply let it lie, leaving me to wonder why.
I can't get this out of this head, I call mine. And will you say.

Oh no I can't let you go, my ( Read more... )

Time for an emo post...well, just because I can ( Read more... )

Not that anyone even uses this thing anymore. But, I still like to write about how things are going..even if it's boring ahaha. As of right now I am moving into a 1 bedroom apartment...just 1 floor up lol. And I'm going back to work on Monday..after basically 2 month's off lol. Gooood times right there let me tell you. I watched my friend Kait get ( Read more... )

Healthwise this year has been horrible. Since the day before New Years I have been incredibly sick. First I had strep, which then turned into mono, got a horrible kidney infection. Almost got sent to the hospital cause of that..then I went back to work after a month. A week later, actually not even..I get strep. And NOW..I have a complication with ( Read more... )

Pretty much the perfect night. Perfect in every way. Jon and I went out for dinner and talked for awhile. Then we went to the beach and talked more. I realize everyday I'm with him, makes me fall more and more in love with him. 4 month's flew by and it feels like we've been together even longer than that. We never had any awkward beginning of the ( Read more... )

so no work for a month now..cuz mono blows a big one

Update on my life:

I'm more in love than ever.
I either have Mono or a reaction to Peniciilin.
I'm working a shit job.
I have the best friends ever.
I'm with the most amazing boy I've ever met.
I appreicate my family so much more.