so i have been thinking. (duck and cover, i know!) well, i am happy with myself. i have made peace with the demonds in my closet, now all i have to do is clean them out! yep, time to clean the room! lol. nah, i am thinking about getting tested for ADD so maybe i wont be a c-d student and more of an a-b student, it's not like im stupid so i should ( Read more... )

all day today i ahve been thinking about something someone i care about told me and that would be that no matter what prayer will help you through anything. i have realized that in the past few months or so i have lost that about myself. i hope that i can find myself again through christ and maybe get back the old erin that i miss so dearly. i used ( Read more... )

I feel as though everyone around me is going on with their lives and I can't be a part of it. I used to think that I had so many friends and that I was important to them but over the past year I have noticed that I am meaning less and less to people. I guess in all I want everyone to be safe and enjoy their lives. I will be here and thinking about ( Read more... )

Well as some of ya'll know luck me is back at good ole Lassiter. Lucky for me I have found an old friend with being back. There hasn't been too much going on in my life lately. My family is being gay and I have been a bit out of the loop, I feel like everyone is moving on with their lives and I am just sitting here, watching them all walk by. I ( Read more... )

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If any of ya'll know me like one person does them you know I am a bit off and I can be a total pop freak. I have just been listening to the Ashlee Simpson cd and I feel like I am back in the 8th all over again. Yesterday went better for me then I thought it would, I guess I let it all out Wed. But I'll be damned if I don't miss her! And if you want ( Read more... )

Well, again I have nothing more on my mind then Katie. It just makes no sense to me that God would take someone who has yet to live to the potential that she has. She was a beautiful, smart and amazing friend. It just breaks my heart that it was her and not me. For the longest time I was wanting to either be accepted or to find myself in heaven. I ( Read more... )

For the past few days, I have been lost in my thoughts. I was driving up to N.C. the other day to go to my grandfather's wedding and on the radio was a familiar song with a great depth. "I can only imagine." Well, as some of ya'll know, that was played at Katie's funeral almost a year ago. Then as I drove home and passed the neighborhood where she ( Read more... )