I think anger is a very important state of mind. I think that it is often dismissed too easily as being reactionary. People talk about this aesthetically, too; that loud angry music is just not going to be heard. That you have to be quiet for people to listen. I understand that people are compelled by different forms of art, but I think that ( Read more... )

the last time i was this low. shit. i am so frusterated. it's like lately i'm crying over things that i know dont mean anything and i'm just getting upset constantly. every. single. fucking. day. and i hate it even more because i know i take it out on alex and he's taking it so well and i just feel like he would be so much better off if i wasnt ( Read more... )

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i am completely screwing myself in the ass with schoolwork.
alex is cancer for my acedemics.

september 24th = ♥
life is beautiful.

homework/tests are not.

any questions?

so i dont update anymore. classes have been pretty hectic. i didnt expect there to be so much work/homework and it just feels like everythings moving so fast. i have a paper due tomorrow in my FIGS class and the internet man is coming to try and fix my computer, catching up in all my other classes, and then i get to be a lab rat for some experiment ( Read more... )

FrenziedCow42: FUCK THE MIDDLE, FUCK IT HARD ( Read more... )

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