Breastfeeding. sucks. ass. My boobs are killing me. JJ insists on torturing them. My nipples are actually aching just sitting here and he ate almost two hours ago. Eva is adorable. I love the little baby pudge. It's cute. I wish JJ would occupy himself a little more. He likes his swing when hes sleeping, but not while he's awake. He really doesn't like his bouncer much. So instead, he whines and cries until I hold him and since he knows its me, he insists on boob. /end rant.
It absolutely does. I think I'm just so frustrated with it is that everyone is always like 'It's natural! It's natures best!!' So all throughout my pregancy I expected that since it's what nature intended, Eva would latch right away and we'd have a perfect cuddly breastfeeding reletionship. HAH. Figures that since I was all pro-breastfeeding Eva decides to be Anti breastfeeding. ...maybe I should lock this post.
That picture was taken like, two days after she got home I think. She's losing her chins :o(
Well I guess it's good that JJ doesn't like to be put down. There's no need for you to have atleast 5 minutes to yourself. Ten minutes in a swing? I might as well just drop Eva off at the CPS office myself.
lmao... All pregnancy, I thought breastfeeding was going to be so sweet, cuddly, and this perfect bonding moment. From day one, it's been frustration and pure hell. It's hard to get mad though, he looks so cute while he is sucking away. But still. I hate it. I don't think I'm going to last for much long. Every week, I push myself for one more week, etc. etc. But I can't take it!
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My boobs are killing me. JJ insists on torturing them. My nipples are actually aching just sitting here and he ate almost two hours ago.
Eva is adorable. I love the little baby pudge. It's cute.
I wish JJ would occupy himself a little more. He likes his swing when hes sleeping, but not while he's awake. He really doesn't like his bouncer much. So instead, he whines and cries until I hold him and since he knows its me, he insists on boob.
/end rant.
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...maybe I should lock this post.
That picture was taken like, two days after she got home I think. She's losing her chins :o(
Well I guess it's good that JJ doesn't like to be put down. There's no need for you to have atleast 5 minutes to yourself. Ten minutes in a swing? I might as well just drop Eva off at the CPS office myself.
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All pregnancy, I thought breastfeeding was going to be so sweet, cuddly, and this perfect bonding moment. From day one, it's been frustration and pure hell. It's hard to get mad though, he looks so cute while he is sucking away. But still. I hate it.
I don't think I'm going to last for much long. Every week, I push myself for one more week, etc. etc. But I can't take it!
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