life kinda sucks right now. i lost a best friend over something stupid that i was accused of, i have no job because my last job screwed me over and no one will take me job hunting, my parents (of course) wont' do shit for me or give me anything, the rest of my now few friends don't want to hang out with me because none of them have cars, AND I NEED ( Read more... )

so i noticed i haven't been on here in a long while. so here i am ( Read more... )

shit shit and more shit. what else can i say

well, i just got back from my trip to oregon. i left, i think it was....monday? yeah. monday. everything's such a blur. the days went by so fast. i guess i have a LOT of relatives.....and they're mostly fuck ups. most of the women have their children at either 15 or 17 and they rarely get married, they're all on crack, and they're all hippies. but ( Read more... )

well, yesterday was the last day of school. it wasn't as exciting as i thought it would be. but i am sad to see some people go. but i was sure glad to see that asshole jonathan go. but, knowing me, i'm probably gonna see the bastard this summer because i have no balls to break up with vanessa and still be friends with her. i'm getting pissed off at ( Read more... )

it's been an interesting week. first thing's first....last week was common finals. i got a 100% on my history final. it was so easy. and i was one out of only five people in the class who got 100%, all the other people were the really smart people. lol. so that pumped me up. lol ( Read more... )

( meee!!!! )

went downtown last night again. no one was really there. i went with my new gf, vanessa. we were supposed to be there at 7 to meet my friend chaz but we were about an hour and a half late. lol. not my fault! well, sort of my fault. my mom made me clean the whole freakin house before i left and she didnt' tell me and i was already running late. yeah ( Read more... )

when i went downtown on friday i forgot to mention that i saw alan. i saw ivan but he obviously didn't love me enough to come say hi. oh well, at least i know i'm loved by someone in this damned world ( Read more... )

ugh! too much homework! so little time. maybe i can stay up until 5:30 again and get only like an hour's sleep! that was fun, until i got home. erg. but for some reason i felt like i was high. lol. it's a natural high.

i hate mr. cloward....and almost hate pregnant ladies.