i usually will keep the tv on until i fall asleep. for years it made me uncomfortable to lay there with nothing playing in the background. last night while i was falling asleep, it was in someone elses bed,they dont have a tv in their room. for the first time ever, instead of fearing being in the dark, and the silence, i let myself enjoy it. at ( Read more... )

i am a very strong woman who has lost her way. i will never. EVER. let these things happen to me again. i am magical, i am powerful, i am beautiful and i dont deserve to be treated the way i am by the people i love. so they can step, and kiss my huge white ass. *insert lit cigarette here*

i was working for fred. outside sitting on the sidewalk, it was summer, and it was warm. krista, my best freind from high school showed up and i felt glad to see her. then, out of nowhere, a cab pulled up by the side of the road and cin walked out, wearing that blue jacket. the look on her face said it all ( Read more... )

she is leaving forever. the person i want more then anything and anyone is leaving forever. it makes me feel....the greatest disappointment. we should have been more then this. i told her once, i wont do it again. nor will i say goodbye. they never get easier ( Read more... )

this is what love is
this is what happiness is
:)

i dont have the best luck
the world is turning me into bitter butter
i feel like an angry girl
but...every time i feel like quitting, every time i feel like its over, every time there seems to be no hope.

i pull through, and i tell myself its ok
and i hope i hope i hope
i always have that in me

because it seems to be all i have

whats the matter with a bar hookup
whats the matter with feeling another womans hands on me

...absolutely nothing

call me babe
"thanks for the dance"

when it comes to you.when i think about you. i always come back to i dont even fucking know. there is a place for you in my heart. i miss you. i care about you. your one of the most beautiful people ive ever seen. your hair color is a golden brown, your eyes, are like slits, and there is white on the inner corners of them. your skin in general is ( Read more... )

ive been sick for days ( Read more... )

ive been waiting for months for life to open. because i had to quit my job in march to do aveda bootcamp, when i did this we thought the shop would open on the 15th of march, but ive been rotting in lifes sister salon sence then waiting for life. i suck a curling iron sets,and i do so many of them,dartmouth locals and there screaming kids. Now that ( Read more... )