being honest..

[erratic69]

for those who dont have an addictive personality, you may not understand this. having gotten sober before, i know its hard. really fuckin hard. and i dont want or expect sympothy. but i am really hurting. my body hurts , i want a drink so bad. and my evil addictive mind is plotting against me all the time. giving me reasons to give in..how and when

Comments

[charlenegod]

you hang in there! clarity is a wonderful buzz!

[erratic69]

thank you!

[severed_rose]

*hugs* you're strong, you'll make it.

[erratic69]

thanks! how have you been? hows kristen doing? i hope all is great for both of you.

[mralterboy]

One day at a time man. Keep it up!

[erratic69]

sometimes its one minute at a time

[mortalpain]

I think I probably know just how you feel more than anyone. Call me!