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A day in the life...
today was a tour of medical offices for me.
woke up.
had a test in Latin and Greek Terminology. pretty sure i aced it.
went to weekly chiropractor appointment, immediately drove to
dentist's office for a cleaning, followed by
my doctor's office.
the back's doing better (it was severely messed up because of a car accident)
the teeth are doing fine (the ( Read more... ) -
I should be studying for three exams right now.
Working in retail is without a doubt my motivation to finish college. I graduate next year and could not be more excited about having two degrees (yes, that was me gloating a bit. I apologize). Grad school will most definitely take up most of my time, and I’ll probably switch jobs to break up the monotony until I get my doctorate, but in the mean ( Read more... ) -
machines replacing humans?
something quite strange occurred this morning.
i was working on some homework and was listening to my iTunes library whilst doing said homework. i have song A.D.D and canNOT stay on the same song or album. Random usually works, however, i couldn’t decide which playlist to randomize.
i decided upon the ‘genius mix’ setting (for you non-iTunes people, ( Read more... ) -
I sat down
face to face with my boyfriend of a two years and had to tell him that i couldn't do this any longer ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Bit of the Ol' Buyer's Remorse
Once I bought a ridiculous pair of fake eyelashes. I was wondering down the make up aisle looking for mascara, when my eyes fell upon this pair of eyelashes thick and full (they had to be about 1/2 inch long) with rhinestones along the lash line.
I scoffed and thought, "who would wear those?" But then I became curious and thought, "Who would wear ( Read more... ) -
[Update] Just now, not a second earlier-
I was dancing around many communities that sounded interesting,
completely forgetting that I was even a member some of them.
It was a pleasant surprise.
An unexpected validation,
when really, nothing was different than before,
except my realization.
It was pretty nice.
Like, "finding five dollars in your pocket" nice
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A slew of ramblings from weeks ago, leading up to now...
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Everything is so much harder when it's personal.
Sometimes I wish that I could slip under the radar,
And just be another nameless face in the crowd.
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Sometimes I find that I can identify with the trash in the dumpster. The skeleton's of yesterday's necessities.
Everything in there served a purpose once, until it was decided that it was no ( Read more... ) -
It's been a while since I've posted
and sooo much has changed.
It's bizarre to look back and see how much you've changed in such a short period of time.
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Nobody gets to know me.
That's it, pure and simple.
It's a marathon. Once you jump over a hurdle you sigh in relief, because you're that much closer to the finish line.
but there are hundreds, thousands, of hurdles standing in ( Read more... ) -
torn....
leave him or stay?
move or remain?
what I wanted or what I want?
my hands are full
When a man falls off a horse
it's always sudden
and it always hurts
regardless of whether or not he chooses to get back on.
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Gone Away
So he left yesterday for Basic Training.
I feel incomplete. I can't sleep. I can hardly eat, and when I do, I can't keep it down very long.
Last night whenever I rolled over I'd expect to feel him next to me, but he wasn't. I miss holding him, I miss snuggling with him, I miss kissing him. I just miss him over all.
It's somewhat strange; I'm not ( Read more... )