Today has been alright, havnt done much as usual but its not been too dull.

The David Blane proggy on sky one tonight was unnecessarily weird and quite dissapointing. Ah well!

My sides are hurting and im tired so I shall go to bed... I cant wait up for Simon to contact me anymore.

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I feel quite refreshed today. Simon phoned me last night (thank you babes that made me happy). I woke up with a sore throat but that seems to have gone now, as well as my stomach ache and head ache. So hopefully I shall be going to Reading today to do a bit of window shopping. I have no money but I do have a credit note worth

A few tests ive done today, what can I say im bored :P though feeling alot better as I now have at least one thing off my mind.


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I'm not really sure how I feel anymore. Certain things are driving me nuts at the moment and I've got no one to talk to them about. Though I know that it doesnt matter to anyone else and they wouldnt want to know anyway. Things on my mind are building up ( Read more... )

"I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I love you to love me
I'm begging you to beg me

Feeling all alone without a friend ya know ya feel like dieing."

EDIT: 14th October 2005 -

I recently went looking for my old ujournal and actually managed to find it so i'm adding in a link so I can back track.

UJOURNAL / ABOUTMYLIFE

bored bored bored! I need a job, a real one! I'm feeling ill and lonely!

Ya know sometimes I see things that other people have done, whatever that may be, and I think to myself 'I could do so much better! I have done so much better.' I dont think its being big headed... maybe its just a matter of preference. For instance: things that people have ( Read more... )

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TuesHad a pretty shit day during the morning. Went out with Stephen to the pub later on and that made me feel a hell of alot better. Simon said he might phone... he didnt. Probably too busy :(. Saw a guy that I've had a crush on for ages and he came over to chat to us all I could think of was "why the hell did I ever like you?". Funny how things go ( Read more... )

This morning I felt anxious and sick. Probably at the prospect of working at comet tomorrow. I hate new stores, it sends me crazy!
Got home and still felt sick! Went to work again still felt sick. Came home and felt semi ok, just lonely. Now I just feel like shit because of how things where left with Simon when he went out.

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