"I woke up this morning with the full intention of getting out of bed. I didn't make myself any more promises because I knew that id only be disappointed with my lack of discipline. One step at a time! Open my eyes, check the time, lift my head off the pillow, pull back the curtain and look at the sky, get out of bed. I got as far as checking the ( Read more... )

Seven Deadly SinsZzzzz... Wake up! You're guilty of SLOTH. Based on what your answers tell us, we're surprised you even managed to finish this test. Perhaps you only took it as a way to get out of other, more pressing tasks? We thought so. In fact, it looks like your life centers around avoiding work. Do your weekends consist of short excursions ( Read more... )

From my trusty phsyco adviser...

Be wary, Leah, for this letter is strictly personal, intimate and
confidential. Forgive this unusual manner of contacting you, but this particular
letter is of exceptional and very private nature.

Dear Leah,

there is no way for me to know whether I will be ( Read more... )

I spoke to Gaz today. I had to see whether there was any way for our relationship to be... saved. Apparently not! He has other people and other things to make him whole. I'm glad that he has that. I just wish I could feel complete without him too. It hasn't been the same without him, and now I know that it will never be the same again. I had to say ( Read more... )

So monday I got a call from an area manager saying that she had had an email from the big boss person... about that work thing I mentioned Sep. 19th she was cool about it though just to ask me what happend and I told her that Joy said she would do the work but never did Grrr. Anyways all sorted and she was laughing with me down the phone so just as ( Read more... )

Right Errrm yeah Im sure Ive told people that I wanted to do a photo shoot with Si (meaning him taking the photo's as hes a photographer) but they have since forgotten or I in fact havn't told them so...

I want to do a mob kind of shoot ya know like old gansta's:

Pinstripe jacket, stocking/suspenders, red lippy,
homburg hat
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Im going nuts trying to find out where I heard this little noise that's at the start of the trancey tune "pretty green eyes" Kinda sounds like a whale noise and I swear that I heard it back in the 80's on some dance track. Was going though my random selection today and I heard it at the start of a dire straits song... fureakay ( Read more... )

I cant, stop, writing... what the hell is wrong with me? I have no thoughts for pretty much 4 years and then all of sudden I have too much in me not to let out. Seriously its like some kind of weird addiction. After this im going to lock myself up in a dark room and rock back and forth in a corner. Why does my boyfriend not even have me listed as a ( Read more... )

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My friend I thought youd never leave.
Believed you would be in my heart for life.
Things have changed, you have changed.
Your no longer the same mind I knew.

Im disturbed at how often my computer switches itself off these days. I should take it as a sign im sure:

You use your computer too much, back away from the machine!My last couple of ( Read more... )