Funny how 18 years passes so quickly. I also find it funny how no one in my family cares about me. I have my grandfather, grandmother, mom, and brother. The only family to ever give a damn about what i do and who i am. Today I recieved a birthday card from my father, the guy who has spoken to me in 8 or 9 years. Is it normal to think about ( Read more... )

Its weird when you wake up and feel so discontent with everything. Its friday but I dont even care, I really dont know why Im feeling so uncomfortable. Jeans seemed to not fit, shirt doesnt sit right, my mind is playing something over and over just to fuck with me all day long. Is it me or are a majority of people out to get me? Lately it has ( Read more... )

It is currently September 13th, 12:00 a.m. Ive been sitting in my office chair listening to music and thinking. Yes, thinking and yes another one of those post. It has been far too long since Ive actually enjoyed life. I stressed all summer long with working, a girl who didnt deserve any of my time, and what my senior year was going to bring. ( Read more... )

you are wonderful and thank you.

I bet I fuck this up. I always do.

so i met this girl...

HAHAHA FUCKKKKK, yep, got myself into another mess. luckyyy me!

this is going to be very interesting.

So I'm sitting in my new room, completely bored and waiting to leave for work. My summer has been non-the-less interesting and complex. Fun as hell but not a normal summer. I need money, a lot more money and I need to skate. That feeling of freedom is slowly dying. The good news , I'm buying an Audi S4 which is making me happy. Anyways, for ( Read more... )

why are girls fucking crazy?