Sometimes when i close my eyes or space out i picture where Chris is and what he might be doing..or if there is any place ( Read more... )

Sometimes when things get really fucking hard it seems so much easier to want to resort back to my old ways and say fuck everything and just go drink or get whatever i can get my hands on and stay at house to house. BUT i have a child and i am the only person who has taken on the responsibility for her. i've made all the sacrifices, every time she' ( Read more... )

When i look at brianna i see a little person ( Read more... )

I've got my second interview today ( Read more... )

im not meant for this ( Read more... )

I hate the snow ( Read more... )

what the fuuuuuuck ( Read more... )

why can't thing be the way they were when we were younger ( Read more... )

wow..
is it possible to be this happy?
whats the catch. after everything i've been through i deserve it.

recap of some things!
chuckie cheese was a fucking blast yesterday!
brianna, nick and i had so much fun. we won her a lot of tickets.
jo jo and jenn came. bri and him played forever!
nick got me the ring i wanted and gave it to my early <33 ( Read more... )

wow for once i finally made things right ( Read more... )