I was a fool falling in love with you, but it ain't foolish loving you ( Read more... )

I don't think I'm really going to see a psychiatrist, but there's nothing wrong with the thought is it... just someone to say everything to without feeling bad about yourself, someone you don't mind seeing you cry...

my mother advised me to look for a psychologist... Maybe she's right. There's nothing wrong with me I just can't find anyone to whome I can say all those things I think. I just think so strange. I know that from myself I just can't change it. So bloody insecure! IT MUST CHANGE because this is no way of living...

Oke dit is gwoon echt te erg voor woorden! Dit is echt niet normaal meer! Er is echt iets mis met mij!

Ik doe zoooo moeilijk over bepaalde dingen!! Te complex voor woorden en de anderen (me included) zijn er de dupe van! Echt niet normaal! Ik zal het ff uitleggen; ik wist al jaren dat ik viel op onbereikbaar. Ik val gewoon op mensen die bezet zijn ( Read more... )

Why does everyone seems to be happy with someone... I just made up my mind and decided he's nothing for me. Weird actually that I always decide that when I discover someone really actually likes me...

I think I'm making myself clear by now, but why doesn't he respond clearly!!! He's just as blurry as I am... I try and try, and perhaps he tries too, or maybe not... How could I find that out!!!

Two weeks ago I had a conversation with another boy... he was 26 years old and he asked me what I felt sorry for in the last ten years... Well not what, ( Read more... )

I'm going nowhere and I'm going to take my time
All the questions in the world
I can leave in my mind
I'm waiting on the sunshine, the sunshine

I'm waiting for answers
I'm waiting to figure it out
I took all my chances
I slipped through my town

I'm going nowhere and I'm going to take my time
all the questions in the world
I can leave in my mind
I'm ( Read more... )

I thought it was just because of my period
well I guess it wasn't
usually the night before my period I can't sleep
last night was like those nights
but later today I didn't get my period
is it something else?
I feel stressed all day... why??
can't stop thinking
but it is impossible
I just can't!
he's 27 and I'm only 19
he had a couple of serious relationships
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I like the way my life goes as it goes now. Just a little flirt, friends and getting out. But it seems that everything is just getting a little wrong... not much, just a little, but enough to mess everything up. for example; I got a mail from a friend in which she explains that she doesn't like the way we treat each other now and she would want it ( Read more... )

been there, done that...

hummm I'm going to creep myself out!