i always just think myself to death.
its driving me crazy!!
i drive myself insane!
ahhhh.
blahhh.
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if anyone could hear inside my brain, all they would hear is:
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dskjfhsdkh
fdkjsahsd
dlfjkdhf

i am getting serious about my fitness ( Read more... )

things to look forward to in 53 days :)
bubble bath.
swinging.
massage.
star watch.
picnic.
rocky butte.
alone days ;)
road trip to oregon caves.
hooka bar.
sex shop.
and much much more.....

i am soooo confused.
blahhhhh!!!

i love drama. :)
NOT!

AIM IM with valry 9:37 PM ( Read more... )

i really really really dislike haters.
for real.
ugh.
wtf?!
i want you to just be able to happy for me when i am excited about something.
if i am happy for you...
why cant you be happy for me?!
i dont get it.....
fuck you.

my life is changing so much!
i have a crush.
i am getting fit.
i'm being very clean.
i havent been driving. i seriously walk everywhere!
this feels so good.
i make my own dinner.
do my own laundry.
i stay up until 3 am.
i wake up at 8.
and then i take long naps.
i love this!

2 days and my life will be completely different.
i cant tell whether it will be good or bad.
although, i'm sure it will be mostly good.

my life has been so random.
last night...random.
today....random.
i think i am going to roll with this though...