so, talk about bad week. last week was rather quiet, subdued even. Nothing of importance. we spoke a couple times, nothing big though. Thursday night rolled around and I was feeling like the week had been a bad one, lonely. Later that night or early friday morning we recieved a phone call, my grandfather had died. friday was spent crying. Saturday ( Read more... )

I was looking at a friend's friends page, there was this chick writing about her boyfriend; she was so emotional about everything that goes on between them, it was pretty amazing that somebody around my age can believe so much that shes in love. I know that i want to be in love, and that i charish afternoons hiding out in my room, just you and me. ( Read more... )

I dont mean to be whineyxxemoxxcore, but for some reason I'm sad today and its not PMS, I feel like I want my life back, but nothing was really taken away. Lonely? yeah I suppose. I want to have the selfesteem to shar my writing again, I want to be able to have conversations with my friends not just about school. I want this play to be over. I want ( Read more... )

Just got out of the shower, mmmm pomagranate-y fresh. My thermacare patch is god. yes. well, i've decided. So last week was super good except for the 2 afternoons I spent listening to ms. nickols talk, these afternoons were filled with much complaining and screaming of "yo quiero ver mi amor!" . which brings me to the topic of Tech week. AHHH! this ( Read more... )

so. i am tired. good day today. thankyou everyone... HAHAHAHAHAHA i got a pony ( Read more... )

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this past week. woah. walked into the hall and had to stop myself from gagging, alot. i hate this city. and im so scared to get out. It doesnt make sense to me, everything has to be so phucking politically correct. WELL you know what?! its not deal with it. I will call the pseudo valuevillagers scene kids, try and stop me. if you really wanna ( Read more... )

This week has been strange. Not this week, monday this week, but the past seven days ( Read more... )

so yeah, we broke up last night. we werent even going out, just "together". 5 months. It sorta happened out of the blue for me, but just the way i hoped it would nonthe less. Its over on a good note, afterwards we reminised about the good times. No boysnightout will never be the same, heh yeah, a torrid love affair ( Read more... )

i dont know. i feel like hell, my report card didnt come today, my maillady is a fucktard. And on top of that I'm upset for no reason. today overwhelmed me, i cant explain why. I dont know I dont know I dont know, I DIDNT WANT TO SEE THAT! I DIDNT WANT TO SEE THAT I DIDNT WANT TO SEE THAT. I cant even keep my half assed relationships in check, ( Read more... )