i cant believe we hardly speak anymore.

so yeah I'm in the big ro to the meo. ummm. brianas birthday thingy has gone well. even though i have been completely unsociable with everybody but briana, mike, nicole and danny. the plate and the photo album turned out really good. woot! yeah problem solving skills yeah. So i spilled my guts to nicole last night for a good three hours, like about ( Read more... )

Im so tired. Making it through school to next vacation is going to suck. My new schedule = worse than my old one. I miss my old chemistry class, and zoa, and all my classes in general ( Read more... )

You know... I've always kinda wanted to be a cheerleader ( Read more... )

bored out of my godforsaken mind. Sunday afternoon, still havent done anything today, been wandering around the house, reading vonnegut and such. My sister came home from kingswood today, that deminishes the opportunity to have afternoons like monday's ( Read more... )

things are slowly getting better. surrounding myself with the people who make me happy. eating more. sleeping better. should have seen me monday I smiled like a loon. everything is slowly getting better, building up to the eventual crash, but i will enjoy this getting better for now.

Today was a good day. Fair to say that today was the best day I've had since the early fall, feeling positively elated-wise. yay!

Recently almost strangers have been providing me insight into my life. An aquaintence asked me tuesday, if i was happy, I answered that I was content. Then this person asked me what I meant by content. I told them that I meant I was fine. Then she asked if I wanted anything to change in my life. She just kept asking questions like that for an hour ( Read more... )

Its so cold in my house, and quiet. I'm shaking even though I'm wearing sweats. Its quiet, not talking to anybody, not listening to music. Its unnerving how much has changed for me in the past few days, yet everything is exactly the same. Everything feels so much less permenent, yet all the endings feel so final. I wish I hadnt stayed up most of ( Read more... )

who wants to got to see fall out boy with me at clutch cargo? its on the 21 of february