deer (since i cant draw one) diary ( Read more... )

up to the date. this is my update ( Read more... )

happy.
tired.
reunited.
gossip.
birthdays.
badass book.
work.
gambled.
won.
regret.
summary of my day.

i feel like bitching. but im not bc it would take too much time and effort to get it all out.

fuck.

i feel a little better now.

lalala. =D

so insomnia is starting to set in. BOO! yeah i think ive gotten like 5 hrs of sleep at the most in the last 2 nights combined. but yes. im enjoying some delicious starbucks coffee at the moment. i have come to the conclusion that when i receive my income tax refund this year i am going to take a week off and just go on a road trip. joanna is going ( Read more... )

god i fucking hate everything.

i hate my father.
i hate work.
i hate YOU.
i hate the fact that im sick...still.
i hate life at the moment.
i hate when im treated like im 5.
i hate being a bitch.
i hate myself for being a liar.\
hate, hate, HATE!!!!

fuck it all.

dear livejournal ( Read more... )

after reading what all you others had to say i have to admit that you are describing me as well. i often make too many decisions based upon what i think others will think. and its gotten me nowhere ( Read more... )

reading my old entries brings back a lot of memories :)