Happy Birthday voktoth 
You would have been 24 today.
I can't help wondering if I would have been with you on this day, in a parrallel universe.
I still miss you.
And if I could take back so many of things that transpired...I would.

Love Jen

I think too much ( Read more... )

I need to start making changes and listening to that which the mystical undertow is telling me.
I need to pluck up the courage to face things.

Sounds so simple.
And i'm fucking terrified.

Procrastination is not a progressive thing.

Well life is plodding on as usual and I am most decidedly VERY fucking glad to see the end of winter 08. I feel as if I been in a deep depressive sleep and September first brought the first breath of fresh air into my house, my head and my spirit ( Read more... )

I've been running every day for over a week and mentally I feel like a new person. If i'd known that aleviating depression was this simple I never would have stopped exercising ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted today. In every possible way, and all I want is to eat enormous amounts of food and lounge around in bed ( Read more... )

...So the girls who make coffee next door are greek princess' with solarium tans who work at Daddy's business a couple hours a week, make shit coffee, and mostly gossip and fight ( Read more... )

Seriously- this heat can go back to the firey depths of hell from which it came. My work has no aircon, not even a crappy fan AND I have to have all the lights on despite my feeble greenie protests, AND I can't even have a toilet break from 10am until 6pm ( Read more... )

I actually feel happy tonight ( Read more... )

Note to self: Have more respect for bar staff in the future and leave enormous tips on big nights ( Read more... )