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sometimes i think if i were the only person to ever exist in the world, i would be alot happier ( Read more... )

i think now that ive actually had a day off from work, and a bit of alone time ( if you count hiding in the other room from your family alone time), ive decided im not as happy as i probably should be. maybe its stress. i have certainly had my fair share of that in the last few weeks, it seems as if that is all my life is right now, stress. my job ( Read more... )

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and it shattered through me, like a bullet through a bottle. and im expected to believe that any of this is real?

i have alot of anger today.

i have the worst headache right now. it wont leave me alone. i think i could throw up because it hurts so much. i had to turn the lights off and burn candles to make my eyes hurt less. today i got told i looked like madonna.

i bet its nice to feel appreciated sometimes....

and i mistake boredom for loneliness
or is it that i mistake loneliness for boredom?
either way, i was alone today.