you make me smile.... that's perhaps the only thing you can ever do for me... i just want you to know, thank you... meeting you was fate... knowing you know 2 people i know... that's coincidental... having a crush on you... that's impossible... wanting you and knowing i'll never have you... that's destiny... it's just not the time for you and me ( Read more... )

when i look @ you... i feel like i'm home... it's not that you're cute... that's part of it... but when i'm with you when i talk to you... things make sense... i can whine... you make me forget... but when i look @ you i know... i will sit here missing you, because i can't have you... and i don't believe i ever will... she has you... and she's one ( Read more... )

i am HOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! and loving it!

so brian called me tonight, after txting me a bit and me txting him and stuff... and yea, he still has a gf... k*****... he's still with her... i'm happy but sad.... but i guess it's for the best... b/c i love happy endings, and i would be happy either way.... i'm happy for him, jealous but happy... just means, he's not suppose to be mine for now ( ( Read more... )

i'm heading towards challenge... this semester i'm giving myself plenty of challenges.... yes yes yes!!! but for one thing... i want someone to challenge me... not falling fast anymore... i'm gonna want someone to be a challenge for me, and me to be a challenge for them ( Read more... )

can you really fall in love with somebody you're not too sure of?
can you fall in love again, after you've given everything to someone else?
love isn't there... and i never want it there again... too scared

i can't believe some people are stubborn assholes who don't find friendship worth something and who just honestly don't care when i suppose they just quit caring... how can someone just quit caring about people?!? only themselves, yes i know... you should take care of you first, yes, understandable, but you have to care about other people too right ( Read more... )

god rob, you are SUCH a fucking dick... meh!!

god, i hate this, i like u... but i dont want too :-( we'll see how much you like me too...

so yesterday... we celebrated thanae's birthday, it went pretty well.. i was pretty mean to her (so sorry) the day b4 her birthday... or so.. cuz i didn't want anything to slip and stuff.. i dunno... i didn't mean too!!! but it was good, and she was happy, and that's always good!!!! then.. afterwards... we drank and brian came... oh, yes brian.. ( Read more... )