hi, i died... bye...

i'm prettyyyy damn tired of work... i'm prettttyyyyy damn psyched for college... this year's gonna be different... i guess my epiphanies came true last semester or my goals/wishes better off said, so for another sec. i'm gonna list the things i'm gonna work on and hopefully achieve this semester ( Read more... )

im the type of person whose not too sure what "falling in love" means or what "love" is... i know love is an emotional feeling where you feel like you've got the world on your shoulders, you feel so happy that idk, the world couldn't ever go wrong. you get so dizzy, and so high, that nothing can seem to get you out. i suppose thats what love is. ( Read more... )

And all these things mean nothing to me
When I'm with you I've got everything
I could want and I could need
Even God he would agree
You and I were meant to be
It's easy to see
I'll never go out of style on you
And nothing really feels the way you do
Nothing in the world could ever make me look as good
When you fit me like you do....
-bowling for

Beautiful Dreamer ( Read more... )

i quit running
i quit doubting myself
i wanna be happy even if it lasts for a few weeks
i quit giving up on someone who hasn't given up on me yet....

uhhh so i'm procrastinating some homework... i'm tired.... things are sooo wow.... and i have to do well in all my classes... so here goes... doing as much studying as i can... and understanding... even if i have to take aderol.... i will stay awake these next few days to study my ass off... but now... just relaxing... for a bit... anyhow... ( Read more... )

maybe it is my fault, cuz i look down upon love... to fall in love... (minus love for friends and family).... the gushy romantic love i look down upon... that i don't truly understand what one person feels, b/c... i don't feel that way @ all... and ya know, i don't want to feel that way... bc i know how it feels to be hurt... who the fuck wants to ( Read more... )

so the fact that i hooked up w/ 3 guys in a span of 5 hours... the fact i had sex w/ one of them... the fact that the other one was in my english writing class... and the fact that jerry will prolly hate me if i made out w/ other guys and hooked up w/ other people... all due to this.... but you know... i can't commit, he knows, so i don't know what ( Read more... )

i hate it when people think they know what is good for you or what is going in my mind... sure i think about guys all the time, and wanting ass and shit, but excuse me, i know tho, that i don't need to go through relationships with guys like water to get what i want... i don't want a relationship... what the fuck if i'm scared of commitment, what ( Read more... )