It must have been some time since I last had to rise before the sun and put my nose to the old grindstone because the nightmares about being late to work no longer have me lurching awake in cold sweats anymore! If Hell is anything like a nightmare - all your subconscious woes and terrors haunting your rest, eternal and otherwise - mine would be ( Read more... )

Xeno is a wonderful boy for many wonderful reasons that line my heart chambers like wallpaper - so they don't really need repeating here - but I will say that somewhere on the tip-top of my list is that Xeno always knows what kind of take-away to bring home! Tonight, for instance, he brought home Chinese and got me sweet and sour pork and fried ( Read more... )

I knew there was a reason I didn't write in these stupid fucking books for so long because you're all heartless and thoughtless jerks that would be cruel to someone you didn't even know, but - the moment you find out some less than stellar human aspect about them - YOU RIDE IT LIKE A GODDAMN PONY TO THE MOCKING MARKET IN SCORN TOWN!! AND YOU ARE ( Read more... )

I woke up with a splitting headache this afternoon - not an uncommon event for me, if you must know, because my gift makes me more sensitive to my surroundings and that, in turn, makes me that much more susceptible to headaches and the like. So, if lights are a little too bright or something smells a little too strong, I'm simply done for! Also, a ( Read more... )

The last thing has just been moved into the flat, and, curiously enough, it's my glory box. Fabian says it's - he also tells me, if I'm going to stenotype, I should say "Hello!" to the ones of you that aren't, well, I'm definitely not going to finish the rest of that sentence. But what was it that I was saying? Glory box, right! Fabian says it was ( Read more... )

I'm with Xeno and Fabian right now - not inside the flat, but waiting in front of it for the landlord. I just wanted to write that the auspice I had yesterday when I knocked my teacup over must have been accurate because a flock of birds just took off in a v-formation and any Auger worth their salt knows that it's a sign of affirmation and good ( Read more... )