at hannah's, whats new, i live there half of the time. im always here if im not home or at bernies house. yeah. its sort of dull. Hannah and i watched disney movies all last night. hannah and i went to Birmingham last night. we got to see all the rich kids that i would never get along with. i got to look at all the clothes i will never be able to ( Read more... )

two parts of songs ive wrote over the last week or so. go ahead and judge them because ive decided i dont like them nor do i care for the way i wrote them, its not like me to write something so emotional sounding yet so shallow. go ahead and comment. ill be looking forward to looking at them. their gay and droning anyway ( Read more... )

Talking to josh tonight reminded me of the night when hannahs mom and i went to pick them up from the movies, josh hugged me, everyone tried so hard to convince me that he liked me. i couldent be convinced. so i cryed. i always perpare myself for the worst and its never enough. i hate that. i open my heart to get hurt again and thats what i do( ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive updated. im at my dads for the first half of break so i get a break from my mother and school!!! mr. carron must not care that its break because i have algebra homework. gross ( Read more... )

going to joes in a hour, lucky me
eating cereal, wow, bernies over
(its not like she doesnt praticaly live here)
we have to go to the store and get food.
we literaly have cereal, beer and chips
(and ketchup, but that doesnt count)

okay my dads here early.. so like im going to joes?

Life is droning. Its boring. my little brother has become more theatrical than me i believe. He told me that he was going to kill me because i took his game down after he had been on it for hours. And i didnt, i minimized it.... what a loser. Yeah. So like bernie and i are going to Joe's today. big fucking deal. i guarantee i'll fall asleep over ( Read more... )

im watching a nirvana video, so like i dont know, like normally i would have broke down crying because cobain reminds me of joe, and you know what, i didnt cry, and i wasnt upset, i think im really over joe, and thats scary as hell because i had liked him for 2 years, thats fucking scary not to have that anymore, but im okay with it, and i didnt ( Read more... )

okay heres my horoscope for tomarrow lmao, yeah im going to star posting them every other day ( Read more... )

just got back from the mall with hannah, mike and josh, it wasnt a bad time but i wanted to stay longer... school in 2 days then break!
im so tired....

later

well its offical, i suckass at ffr
josh beat me at it :(
then hannah beat him :)
thats cool lol

yeah are we going to the mall.... idk
hannahs like probably not, but i want to hang out so
but staying is cool too
hannah and i are becoming vegitarians
yeah, im going to go on josh's mom's diet lol
im watching a marathon of project runway, fun, fun,