Happy
21st
Birthday
to
ME!!!!

Happy Valentine's Day!

ps. I did not expect a present or anything from the boy.. but he didn't even say a lousy 'Happy Valentine's Day'. If I had gotten to see him yesterday or today I wouldn't care if he didn't say it... but I haven't. Because last night he didn't want to go to the movie because he was tired and today he went to Raleigh? Why ( Read more... )

Happy 20th Birthday to myself.<33

SOOO my birthday is in 21 days. I'm pretty freaking excited about that.
But I want to do something super fun since I'm turning 20. And I don't know what to do!!! Give me some ideas so I can plan something super fun for turning 20!! :)

Really... I don't understand why the boy has this much of an affect on me.
Why do I get upset about things that don't matter? And why do I still care?
Why can't I let it go?

I wish I knew how to let it go.
I want to. So bad.

You refuse to let me stay
I was not made to bend this way
I could tell you I love you but it won't be the same
The way that it ended means there's no one to blame
You weren't made to make me sing.