eating update.

[esteemengine]

So ...I feel a little bit better after my last post. My therapy session went sort of okayish, but I think she noticed some weight loss, didn't overtly broach the subject but it was implied, she did probe a bit ...I know that I've already lost a significant amount of weight ...I still can't bring myself to eat enough as I should, let alone a binge

Comments

[bezukhova]

congrats on the not drinking. i didn't know what to say about your last post, but it really made me realise i don't want to end up like you (no offense) so i'm making a concerted effort to eat. i don't have like fat/thin issues. i just have food issues. but yeah, it's tough sometimes. a plate of food can be the scariest thing in the world, and it doesn't make you a failure because you feel that way. no matter what anyone says.
supplements etc are good too. yeah, it's not food. but it's something that's going into your body that's not poison, so it's a good step. i think.

[esteemengine]

That last post was just venting more than anything, it's nice to know that I can click post and leave something that has been churning in my head in just a fraction of the internet & walk away feeling mentally/emotionally purged ..so don't worry, it's cathartic. Would you be willing to say that you consider yourself as someone with an eating disorder? I am a little intrigued by your comment regarding that. It's interesting that you say "food issues", I am curious now. Sorry I took so long to reply, I haven't logged into LJ for a bit. And I no offence taken, I wouldn't want anyone to end up like me either, it's not a life at all really.

[koshugi]

I'm glad you're feeling somewhat better. :)

[esteemengine]

Thanks dear!