i'm thinking i need a change. i've spent a year in college with "estrella2005" and i feel like i've grown out of it. i still want a journal, but i want it to be my journal, & no one elses. i don't know what i should call it. or what it should look like. but it should reflect the changes i'm making to myself and my life ( Read more... )

ohhhhh man i did so much today & yesterday and was sooooo productive....i'm wicked proud of myself. my to-do list is almost all pink, which means almost everything is completed. all i have to left to do for the semester, aside from studying, is my casebook for english (an essay & the intro) and a psych assignment that i'm planning on bullshitting ( Read more... )

another beautiful day, after a weekend of rain and drizzle and overcast cloudy skies. i don't understand why it has to be nice outside on the days when i have class and can't go outside and enjoy the gorgeous weather, but the weekend when i have almost nothing pressing to do, it's rainy and cold. nature's mysteries ( Read more... )

so i watched this movie on disney channel last night, and it made me miss spectrum soooooooooo bad.  the singing and the dancing and everything....that was like, my life in high school...and now it's gone.  it's kinda sad ( Read more... )

it's absolutely gorgeous outside.  and it's friday.  pretty much spectacular.

my humanities paper is finished, finally.  i'm so glad that's off my chest....like i really need anything else there as it is.  this weekend i have some work to do, but nothing too pressing, so that's a relief.  hopefully i can just relax and get some work done, spend some ( Read more... )

ohhhhhh robots. good movie, good message. i enjoyed it thoroughly. ice age II: the meltdown was even better, mostly cause it's the story of me marissa & hera. after my hair appointment on friday (which was after k8 & jen came over for pancakes) me mariss hill & john went and saw iaII. it was great, and really good to get marissa out of the ( Read more... )

it feels so good to be home. last night when i saw my mom for the first time in three months i almost started crying. it's just good to be able to have conversations with her and my sister, not over the phone but face to face. and when i walked in and saw my brother.....he was so happy to see me, and vice versa. it feels so good to be back ( Read more... )

wow, it's been too long.  i have not had time, nor motivation to update.   i don't even know why i'm bothering to update, but i need something to do to procrastinate.  you know me.  things have been okay.  coming back from mississippi really made me start thinking, and kinda put me in a really weird mindset.  i've been really down since i came back ( Read more... )

wow.
i can't even believe that i'm sitting here again already.  it doesn't even seem like a week has gone by, and yet, at the same time, i feel completely different, like i have a new life.  mississippi was so life-changing, so amazing, so completely what i needed to make me wake up and see the bigger picture.  i don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

sooooo i met with dr. magnuson, the chair of the english department today, and as soon as i turn in my form to the registrar, it'll be officially official - i'll be an english major.  i'm meeting with dr. cronin either tomorrow or after break to plan out my schedule for the next three years, because between english requirements, honors requirements ( Read more... )