how did i get here, how the hell...

Dec 02, 2005 00:22


how did i get here?

it's currently a little after midnight on a thursday night, and i sit here contemplating all of the choices of my life.  why this always happens to me on a night where i am dead tired and should be doing a million other things besides writing here, i haven't a clue.  but it always happens when i feel the need to wallow in self- ( Read more... )

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like0woah December 2 2005, 07:22:17 UTC
Don't look at it as a month without your friends.

Look at it as a month with ME! (and the crew, and marissa, and hera, and matt... the list goes on)

And as much as I'm sure you'll miss them, it sounds as if you need the break.

And you are not a whore. You have found yourself at a place in which you shine as a person. Everyone around you sees your beauty because of it. And everyone around you wants to BE around you because of it. You seem to have found yourself and so now you are ready to find yourself in other people. Something you probably couldn't have said a few months ago, yes? Good luck with Dan. (But I'll always love you more)

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minicwolfie December 2 2005, 13:04:02 UTC
Jackie Dutton you are NOT whore-ish!? I've gone through boys soooooo much quicker than that! All it means is that no guy is good enough for you and you have to keep searching. I really hope this guy is the one because you totally deserve it. I agree with what laura says about you really shining as a person up there. I'm glad you found a place where you fit in and are totally loved because we all know that South Windsor High School was never a place anyone could feel those things. So CONGRATS about Dan and keep in touch lady!~Chels

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estrella2005 December 2 2005, 18:40:17 UTC
thank you guys :)

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like0woah December 2 2005, 22:57:17 UTC
I second on what Chelsea says about going through guys quicker than that... Not Chelsea... I mean me...

C'mon now...

3 (and kind of 4) boys in ONE FREAKING SUMMER?! Don't worry about it, if I'm not a whore (and I'm pretty much not) then you are NOT a whore.

The end. I win. And you do, too. Everyone's wicked freaking happy.

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anonymous December 8 2005, 00:44:52 UTC
jackie ray dutton you are not a whore. you are my dear loving friend and i love you a lot. so don't feel this way! snuggle with your man and love EVERY second of it! the end.

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