I feel sick. Both physically and mentally ( Read more... )

I need to talk. But I don't know what about or why or to who or when or anything. I just need to. Because I'm going to explode. :::sigh:::

I want to die. I hate myself. I feel like no one TF likes me which is really stupid because it's just an online forum but they're my only friends. I just want to die. Please.

You are such a wonderful person. You have no idea how special you are-- in general, and to me. You're funny... you always make me laugh. Even when I'm really upset, you always find a way to make me smile. And I know you care about me. You don't even have to say it, I just know ( Read more... )

I'm fat and I can't lose weight ( Read more... )

Finally things seem to be moving. At least a little. Or something.

I told Mom I couldn't be home on February 26. I told her that I need to leave very soon. I even filled out the parts of the New Haven application that I could.

Hopefully I'll be gone soon. *crosses fingers*

I grew!!!! I'm not 5'2 anymore, I'm 5'2.5!!!! Yes, that half an inch counts!!! Wooo hoooo!!!!!!!!!!!

I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not cut. I will not ( Read more... )

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This is for you, VI ( Read more... )