i miss everything that used to be and i'm sorry to everyone i have ever hurt.

i saw this woman on the tonight show friday night that was 103 years old or something. she was born in like 1904. he asked her what the highlight of her century was, the biggest and coolest change she'd gone through with all the generation changes. "well, they put electricity through our street, and we had lights" we've been through so much in a ( Read more... )

i don't understand how everything can change THAT fast.

always twirp night. what is it with twirp night.

familiarity, is that such a good thing?
remembering all the good times.
what about the bad.
conversations lead down dark roads.
into the past, and everywhere i know i shouldn't go.
hoping can't get me too far.
it's inevitable.

i don't think i've ever felt so dissapointed in myself. all the things i've done, all the people i've hurt or loved or hated. it all just fell upon me in the last 10 minutes. i don't know why either. i was looking at pictures of people online. and everything just hit me at once. i feel like such a horrible person. and i don't know why. i just think ( Read more... )

since as long as i can remember, i was always referred to as "hey aren't you dillon parisi's sister?"

last night, at his FRIENDS party, he got a "aren't you kate parisi's older brother?"

HAH!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLapAIx6fPI

EAST SIDE!

my cousin is the coolest 4 year old EVER. she got into a fist fight at her christmas pageant yesterday. she told the other little girl that she couldn't touch the baby jesus, she touched it, and lea pounced and started beating the girl. the parents and grandparents all rushed on stage to break it up ( Read more... )

my mom just stormed off because i got upset when she proved to me that i gained 20 pounds

20 pounds is a lot to gain, and i don't appreciate having it forced in my face.