more applications.
i always wait for the last minute to roll around.
i pretend that i know what i'm doing.
paperwork for schools i don't even want to go to.

it's a very strange joy.
being clueless.
no longer trying to manage my life.
letting go.
and allowing myself to belong to the new day.

i guess i've reached the point where i'm not wishing or trying to go back anymore
took me long enough. my god.

everything i need is right here.

i'm so cool. i'm so cool. i'm so cool.

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I'm sixteen

And I went to the play ground seven times over the break

I think I will stay youthful forever

It's the only way I know how to be

winter always does this to me.
puts me in this place
where i become a stranger to myself

it makes me dream
about sunflowers and blue skies.
and thats where i really want to be.
in my heaven its going to be summer forever

im going to go eat a cookie now.
and then sleep like a baby.
peacefully.

love love love love

sometimes when im alone
in my big room
i put songs on
that i really like
and then i groove to them.

i swish my head around
and play the air drums
and get carried away
and pretend i am the bomb
and man that is fun.

you should try it sometime.
it will make you happy.

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