My intentions are good.
My methodology has vastly improved.

'Remember also, when you hold your so vulnerable head between your hands, that we are being punished for, and worse, what we are punishing for, is not just that sea of peace we achieve when you call me You Bitch, but the Cause. (The cause, my soul.)'
-By Grand Central Station I Sat Down and Wept.

excerpt from a conversation between eric blair (orwell) and anthony powell
'Have you ever had a woman in the park?'
'No-never' powell replied
'I have'
'How did you find it?'
'I was forced to'
'Why?'
'Nowhere else to go'