Ok, my Dad is awesome. He gave me his beautiful vantage guitar as an early 20th birthday present! So I've decided that while yes, I love the violin, I want to play the guitar, that was something else I have always loved, the sound it produces. Rock, R&B. I am so excited! Music...yeah. So tomorrow I'm going to get it restrung tomorrow and get it ( Read more... )

What can you say when something like this happens? I don't know what to say...Nothing is ever that bad, someone always loves you and someone will always listen and there is ALWAYS always always hope. If anyone needs me to talk to me about this or ANYTHING that is on your mind, anything at all. My phone is always on 24/7. I love you all.

Tess

I've been working a lot. Trying to figure out everything else in addition to being worried about my Dad, about money and about whether or not I'm going to continue living here, if we can, also wondering if my Dad can go back to his job and if I even want him to. My truck is in the shop, I need more shirts for work, I don't have a lot of money and I ( Read more... )

So I've been talking to a few people about my current situation and not being able to get into school, it sucks. But I've told most of you and at the present moment I can't remember if my other post mentioned that my Dad found out that he can get a divorce for $150 from my mother is she agrees and doesn't contest anything. Which if she's smart, she ( Read more... )

Today wasn't too bad for time going by. My stomach is starting to get all tight about going home soon. I have a lot to fit in to a short amount of time, like getting things done. I miss Ohio and I can see it in my head. It fills me up. I can see all my friends faces, hear their laughter. And I'm so not trying to sound creepy it's just things I'm ( Read more... )

So today was slow, thank goodness. A welcome change to the mad house that was Walgreens for 2 days. And people were coming in today asking where the clearance stuff was and I was like "we sold out of everything yesterday, there was nothing to mark down today" It was nuts and people were still trying to come in today to buy Valentines cards. I was ( Read more... )

I am off work today and tomorrow. Which means Saturday-Tuesday I work from 3-10:30. And there is an absolutely gorgeous guy at my work. And by that I mean in everyway. His personality, taste in music, hobbies, morals, manners. It makes me happy to know that there are open minded guys out there. Not to say that any of the guyfriends I have aren't ( Read more... )

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Contemplating is pointless but unevitable. Once I get an idea in my head or situation, what have you, I cannot NOT think about it. I thought I was blissfully past having someone in my head to the point of distraction. And I'm not talking about pausing for a minute, I mean stopping while straightening aisles in WalGreens and a minute later not ( Read more... )

Hmm...what to say? Oh, yeah.

Forget this, I'm done.