what happened? im sitting here beside you and you've already drifted off to sleep, i feel that things has changed, do you still love me as much as before? or am i just being paranoid?
i feel miserable but i'm afraid to speak cause i'm afraid you'll be angry, why is there a barrier between us now?
 

yes i'm back..
after a very very long hiatus...have spent a great deal of my time dealing with my life and picking up the fragments...pieced them back and now i'm back. ;)

christina's serenading from the speakers..."you lost me"

you should know i only run to you when i'm down or when i feel vulnerable...
you're my sanctuary...i can face you when i'm ( Read more... )

 its more than a month since the journey ended...
i've been burying myself with work...doing long flights so as to avoid being back in Singapore as everything in my room reminds me of you...
i have been making progress and i really appreciate what my friends have done...trying their best to cheer me up...being there for me..

until today...i heard ( Read more... )

yes i'm back home...despite booking a room at copthorne waterfront but i wasn't there ( Read more... )

 am penning an entry when i'm supposed to be sleeping..got a flight in like 3hours ( Read more... )

 the chapter has ended...
i'm flying solo now...
mr world...pls be kind.

 i turn to you...
are you still the same you?
we have different goals, we no longer have the common dream anymore...
time changes everything..
time heals wounds...
time brings the distanced together...
but time also creates rifts...

i wanna turn to you...but is it still you...

 this freitag marks the end of my GQ20 journey...
i approach the next phase with grippling apprehension as i don't know what to expect.
i will miss many significant individuals that experienced with me this wonderful past 2months.
we will definitely cross paths once again, for that i'm sure.
parting is always sad but for me its not goodbye, its Bis

does familiarity breed content?
are we less cautious with our words towards our loved ones?
do we assume that its just "me"?
can they always handle it?