"you do talk a lot about your problems. when you feel so strongly about the problems in your life, you're already making more of it than it's worth. Focusing on the bad never helps you find good, just solutions to your problems...and solutions really isn't a synonym for good ( Read more... )

apparently I'm getting sued ( Read more... )

I'm in math class and i know i should be concentrating on whats going on but i don't really care.

I hate it when I just sort of lose my motivation for things. I start off so well, and then all my hopes just sort of vanish.

sucks.

this really sucks. i really don't know what to do. the only thing i know i should do is wait. with time, i'll figure out what to do, maybe the answer will just jump out at me at some point. one the one hand, ill feel relief, on the other I'll be happy. but to be happy, i have to give something up ( Read more... )

i just hate that i feel the way i do. im not supposed to think about these things. I hate that i thought i had everything figured out. i hate that things didn't go "the way i planned". now i just don't know how i'm supposed to get through this time. it makes me doubt everything. absolutely everything. No this isnt supposed to make sense. im doing ( Read more... )

ive been baby sitting for the last two weeks. fay wasn't a big deal... but atleast it gave me a break from the kids ( Read more... )

I am back in the 160's. Yay!

I lost 3 more lbs. this week.

oh ive lost 11 lbs altogether now. i havent posted recently. i start the gym again tomorrow. ive been anxious to continue with my routine!

there's nothing like being home.

im finally home.

i thought i wasnt going to make it. i dont think i have the strength to write about everything that happened in cuba. i've heard the same stories and repeated the same thing to way to many people already. im exhausted.

so far summer sucks.

>_<

i need rest.

later.

tonight i will be attending my second funeral this week. a family friend has passed this time. he lost thew battle against cancer and he didn't even know until a few months ago when there was nothing left to do. for some reason, i feel a relief that he is finally in a better place. he was in a lot of pain. in the last few months he turned to god ( Read more... )