i dont think i will ever understand the concept of lying, nor will i ever understand why some people feel the need to lie to there "friends". ive been lied to so much, its ridiulous. you confront them about it, and they either try to deny it, flip the story around, or try to act oblivious and cover it up ( Read more... )

THIS WEEKEND ( Read more... )

pilaties makes me really happy. everytime i do it, i feel so much more energetic and uplifted. its like a drug that im slowly getting addicted to. i love the way it makes me feel ( Read more... )

HAVE YOU EVER ( Read more... )

tonight was awesome. adam and i went to the roof of the court house downtown with his dad and rony to watch the fireworks. what an amazing show! i absolutely love fireworks, and the fact the disney put them on was that much better ( Read more... )

today was my first semi-normal day/night since ive been home. i woke up around 12:30 and had some health bar, and then started watching pirates of the carrabean. sadly enough to say, i feel alseep during it, around 2:00 and didn't wake back up until 4. such a loser ( Read more... )

ive been back in texas only three days, yet its unbelieveable how many things have changed. of them all, however, im afraid that ive changed the most. since the moment my plane landed ive felt this endless pain, and depression. i feel like a huge part of my heart and has been ripped from my body. i miss california so much. everytime i leave, its ( Read more... )

today was the greatest day of my life. i went on a huge shopping spree and it felt sooo great! i got some of the cutest clothes and underwear and it made me happy. it made adam very happy also (hmm, i wonder why?). anywayz, today was a great day ( Read more... )

its 4:20 in the morning and i have yet to fall asleep. my feet are absolutely killing me! they itch so damn horribly, i seriously just want to cut them off ( Read more... )

this weekend kicked hard core ass. i went and saw riddick with the kids on friday night, which was tight as hell. vin was def. a sight to see, and honestly i dont believe i ever stopped slobering. yummy ( Read more... )