each day the pain is slowly disappearing into the night. although i ask why over a million times a day, i am begining to realize that he is in a much better place, free from pain, and safe from all evil. all three guys have been caught and will be suffering the worst punishment for taking him away from those who cared so deeply for him. i wrote his ( Read more... )

the wounds are slowly begining to heal. two weeks ago when i was sitting in the chair of the detectives office i was asked one question that will forever have its place on my mind. "do you know of anyone who would want to hurt ryan?", they asked. at the time i gave a name, a name in which will haunt not only me, but the family and those who loved ( Read more... )

everyday i find myself sitting in a corner asking myself why. why did this happen? why was such an amazing guy taken away at such a young age? he had so many things going for him. he was so kind and charming, he absolutely adored his kids, he had the most incredable girlfriend, and all was delibrately taken away. for what? i ask myself these ( Read more... )

yesteday, august 4, 2004, my manager and friend ryan martain, was found murdered at 3:45 am by fellow employees coming in for a huge order taking place for cy-fair high school. earlier that day, ryan had asked cassie and myself to come in later that night to help prepair the boxes for the order. cassie, jess and i got there around 11 p.m and didnt ( Read more... )

the past two weeks have been absolutely amazing.

cassie, i love you. girls nights out have been so kick ass.

went shopping today. got cute shoes, cute shirt, and earings.

i miss my family, esp. my cuzy and sissa.

mom back in rehab :(

xoxox

<3 Britt

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yesterday:

pilaties, work, circus (awesome), bourne identidy at cassies, sleep.

today:

washed car, work, dinner with the crowd, cassies for twister and uno, sleep.

thoughts:

idependece is bliss.

pilaties is a revolution.

i still want to make out.

<3 xoxo britt

life is good :).

went running after work and did pilaties.

orientation tomorrow, yey.

i love being so independent.

i want to make out.

ashlee simpson is my idol.

<3 britt.