i want so much. i always expect so much from people and things and life and i'm so scared that i'll be disappointed. i'm always disappointed in people. i really am. brooke and xixi never disappoint me, but everyone else does and its depressing. life disappoints me. i expect so much and want so much and i know its only up to me. i feel so uninspired ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in ages. Lately i've noticed many of my entries start like this one, but i just feel so lost at the moment. Everything in my life seems wrong or like its falling apart. Eynesbury sent me a letter yesterday. Offering me a scholarship. Last year this would have made me so happy. I dont know if i should take it. Since then, i've left ( Read more... )

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