Looking back at the last post and seeing how terribly wrong things have been for a long time ( Read more... )

Its funny how turning 30 has changed my thinking completely ( Read more... )

Do you ever just feel ...i dont know.
Unsure of who you are or what youre meant to be?.
So insecure because not a person in the world understands you or what you do...not even yourself.
Not everyone knows whats going on... some people are just winging it and hoping for the best...dont judge... just be who you are... the rest will fall into place.

lol. i dont even know if anyone uses LJ anymore,i dont really care actually, i just use it as a way to vent my feelings anyways,so best not anyone use it.lmao ( Read more... )

So exhausted.
Layla has only been sleeping for 4-5 hours a night in the last week.Its running me down. She;s atr daycare today and i was supposed to go to RSPCA but i just need a day of rest. Mum and dad have gone to the bay till friday so i need to "rejuvinate" lol.
Layla's getting all her molars at once so i think that is the reason she is waking ( Read more... )

rodeo was disappointing..nuf said.
bullriding was good,that was it. well//...thats all that was there to do apart from freezing my arse off.
I was told linedancing was happening people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh well. have to go to another one next time, see if its any betterer.
so many cowboys :P~~~

Why is it every time i go out i only meet steve's,stevens or bens??
I think somebody upstairs has an alterior motive for me.
do do do do do do do do

On another note im going to a rodeo on saturday night....yeeeeeehaaaaaaaaa
i just hope theres no bens or any other persons name that starts with an S there.

So life's getting a bit more stable....kinda..lol ( Read more... )

Layla and i have moved to mum n dads house in carrington..such a big reality check,just starting to get used to the whole :"single mum" thing...It's very hard but I'm managing.It's just the future i worry about every single day ( Read more... )

 stumpy had his leg removed yesterday.poor lalani,she loves him like a son..lol ( Read more... )