I'm not entirely sure how tonight went, but it certainly didn't go badly. Kay, as everyone kept telling me, is a really cool guy and pretty damn hot if I do say so myself. I think it went pretty well, but I can't be too sure. Then again, when am I ever sure of anything ( Read more... )

So even though he's said he isn't interested, I'm still meeting Kay on Friday. He says he still wants to meet me, which leaves me with some hope at least. Him, me, Ash, and Max are going to see a currently undetermined movie. This may be uncomfortable...since I highly doubt Ash and Max will be able to restrain themselves while we're there ( Read more... )

I know Ash was just trying to help me, but I knew it wouldn't work out. Having my hopes raised for nothing is not something I needed to have happen right now.

Rejection fucking sucks.

I spend way too much time with the notebook...it's not that I have tons of stuff to write in it, it's the opposite actually. I don't really have anything to write or the time to write it in, so I just keep it hoping that something will come up. I'm going to try not to do that anymore, though ( Read more... )

I cannot stand the subject of money. I am in complete and utter envy of anyone who doesn't have to worry about those malevolent pieces of paper that determine the course of your life. I need to save money, and I can't allow myself to spend any more of it. I can't do anything with the money I earn. All I'll allow myself to spend is whatever number ( Read more... )

It's been pointed out to me several times over the past few days that I'm an overachiever. And I am. Considering that the logical colleges that I want to go to probably won't require me to be so ridiculously busy, I'm not sure why I do so much. Maybe I should drop a few things...I don't know. It'd be nice to actually have some free time, since it's ( Read more... )

I am extremely frustrated with my class right now. What was the point of dressing up if Homecoming Court is just a popularity contest anyway? Then again, what else would it be? It was just a fluke that I made it last year...why would I think that I could make it again? Grr. Goddamn it. If I'd known I didn't have a chance in hell of winning, I don't ( Read more... )

It seemed like this week took forever to get by. The past two weeks have been completely full weeks, with no delayed starts or half days to break it up. Even though this week was Homecoming Week, it was still really slow going by, and my migraine certainly didn't help either. Oh well...I'm just glad it's over ( Read more... )

I just wanted to write a quick entry saying that, for the most part, I am feeling better. The headache has mostly passed on, and though I'm still abnormally tired and occasionally dizzy, I'm basically back to normal. I need sleep though, so that's where I'm going now.

P.S. Yay for this funky new posting format.

This headache followed the basic pattern that all my migraines usually do...first, sleepiness and general exhaustion, then splitting pain in my forehead, finishing up with an incredibly stiff neck. I'm on the last phase of it right now, and I can't even move it. Grr ( Read more... )