I just signed on to this journal for the first time in a very long time...I figured that, while I'm here, I might as well update it, even though I don't have much to say. I'm finally getting over my migraine/cold...my throat isn't killing me any more, and my head doesn't hurt, but my neck's still kinda stiff and I'm really stuffy. Oh well ( Read more... )

Hmm...I guess I haven't updated here in a while. There isn't much to say, really...other than that boys in general fucking suck. I hate liking people because it just brings me more pain than I would care to deal with.

That's all.

I'm too brain-dead to write anything else.

Ash was telling me earlier that I don't seem happy. I insist that I am, but she says she knows that I'm not. Well, I guess she's somewhat right. I am happy...just not as happy as I could be. Like she says, I only seem really happy when I'm talking about Kay. I have been kinda bitter and sarcastic lately...and I really shouldn't be. I'd be happier ( Read more... )

Okay...so I was supposed to go to the movies with Kay and Lauren yesterday. Unfortunately, that didn't work. I remembered when I got there that I hadn't told Kay which specific movie theater we'd be at...but I thought he might assume we were at North, since that's where we went last time. I was wrong, though...he ended up going to WB instead. I ( Read more... )

There's nothing like a good marathon of Invader Zim episodes to cheer me up. GIR is by far my favorite character in the history of anything because he's so freaking hilarious. I needed a few good laughs, and I got them a while ago, so I'm all set now. I splurged on myself today so I'd feel better, and it kind of worked. I ended up buying volumes ( Read more... )

...I was just officially, though indirectly, shot down.

Fuck boys. Seriously. Fuck them right in the ass with a pointy metal rod.

I fucking give up. I don't care anymore.

So...I get up the courage to ask Kay on a second date, and he says he'll check to see what he's doing but that he doesn't see why he couldn't go. So that means I'll probably be going on another date with him, possibly alone. Yay, right ( Read more... )

Anyone who says that it's fun to try to figure out if someone likes you or not can die.

I am trying to get a job. It's not my fault that no matter how many times I call each fucking place I apply to, I keep getting the same response, that they'll "call me back," but they never do. I'd find it less rude if they just told me to give up, and that they're not planning to hire me. But no, they don't, and my parents don't see how this is ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to think when it comes to Kay. We've been talking a lot more since the movies, and it seems like I'm better at talking to him now, but I still don't know what he thinks about me overall. I wish for once the path I'm supposed to take would be clearly shown...but when does that ever happen? There are so many different things I could ( Read more... )