I am making the move to dreamwidth. Trying to import my lj currently. I need to dig into everything to get started. That will probably be after I figure out how to change my life back to being independent and self sufficient.

I've been trying to post to I am thankful a lot. Today I am not thankful. Today I am sad and tired. My eyes are burning and my nose is stuffy and horrid. I feel tired and cranky, which isn't cool. Kiddo was extremely unpleasant this morning as well. I had three pretty good days and today I seem to feel a disconnect. Uncool.

So my first boyfriend, aka the worst boyfriend/my ex-fiancee that was terribly emotionally abusive and very manipulative, is now in jail about to go on trial for the murder of his ex-wife, the mother of his 12 year old son. The boy who found his mother dead in their apartment. From a gunshot wound to the head ( Read more... )

I am feeling very lost right now.

Monday. New Year, kiddo is back in school, Trish is back in England. First day of him at school and I need to get things back on track. Failing so far! I need to get a move on, so I'm cutting myself short. We had a good Christmas and New Year. Trish's visit was nice. Now I need to get back to it.

The past couple of weeks have sucked emotionally. I have so much I really need to do and no energy or drive to do it. Trish is due on Wednesday evening. The house is a mess. I know I need to clean. I don't want to or feel like it. I am tired and depressed. I can't stop thinking about Mom being gone. I'm still upset about the election. Kiddo has ( Read more... )

Watching CNN and the election information for the first time tonight. Praying. Kiddo is watching with me and I am trying to explain what we are seeing, but I'm not sure he understands. I've promised I'll let him know how it goes in the morning, regardless.

Dana is coming to Dallas this weekend from B.R. I haven't seen her since Teb was about 6 months old. I am super excited that she's coming to hang out with me on Sunday before she flies home. She's coming with some friends for a women's conference on Saturday, then we're hanging and she's going to get to visit the little monkey. She held him when he ( Read more... )

I typically like creepy. But I guess my new necklace is still too creeptacular for me. It is absolutely beautiful, and I love it. But I'm disturbed every time someone compliments it ( Read more... )

I loved, loved, loved Dr. Strange. And Teb's sleepover is going okay. It was great until bedtime, then we had some issues getting comfortable to sleep. I am pretty sure they are asleep now after about 5 moves. First, sleeping bag on the floor for the other kiddo. Then, other kiddo in bed with kiddo. Third, Teb in floor while kiddo is in his bed, ( Read more... )