Maybe love will find us again, for there is always tomorrow.

I can remember, parking lot nights
What did they mean to you?
Wrapping my arms around your body
Protecting and holding you
And holding you

Looking inside of my eyes
It was such a big surprise
You've gone and done it again
Does he love you like i can?Like i can ( Read more... )

I found an old mixed cd that I made about 2 or so years ago & this song came on that just made me really think about a lot. I have a lot going on with me, a lot that I'm trying to just let slide so I don't end up going fucking insane. Everyday has become so much more to me than it used to be & seriously beyond anything I've figured out that what I ( Read more... )

Heather came to my house around 7 & we talked about everything. She told me she made the decision she made the other night because she's been really scared about me moving & didn't know how to take it all in. & she was too scared to talk to me about it all because she know's I'm already uspet about leaving. We worked everything out & we're back ( Read more... )

Last night Heather i/med me after reading my entry & apolgized to me for what had happened. She told me she was just scared because I'm moving & everything. So she's coming over tonight so we can talk about us & see what's best for us.

I'm nervous, ...

I have a new background & the same color scheme now just backwards. I felt artistic, .. & I had to change my other one. Eh. Please comment & let me know if you guys like it.

I feel sick, not only physically but emotionally as well. Last night was hard, harder than anything I've ever had to go through, .. but I really need to sit back & understand that it was for the best. For the past week something really weird had been going on between Heather & I, .. it was more than usual, .. & it got worse everyday. She started ( Read more... )

You doin ho activities
With ho tendencies
Hos are your friends, hoes are your enemies
With ho energy to do whacha do
Blew whacha blew
Screw whacha screw
Yall professional like DJ Clue, pullin on my coat tail
an why do you think you take a ho to a hotel?
Hotel everybody, even the mayor
Reach up in tha sky for tha hozone laya Come on playa ( Read more... )

The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. Startled by a knock at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can only greet the visitor with one short statement. Hello my first ( Read more... )

Jess is packing .. & seriously this will be my last update that I know of. Haha. Today me & Heather cleaned Jess' room while she was at work .. & in the corner I see a Hot Topic bag that looked full. I'm like .. hmm.. wouldn't it be some shit if I found some of my clothes that are missing.. ? Well .. I get in the bag & there's my Used shirt & 2 ( Read more... )

Ahhh.. Heyyeur is staying the night with me <33 YaY. I get to go to sleep beside her & wake up beside her. It feels like it's been so long since I've done that. Eh.. I'm excited ( Read more... )