Comments | eternalpinecone: letting go and letting in

eternalpinecone

letting go and letting in

Mar 10, 2008 00:21

I'm letting him in. and man does it feel good. and yet im absolutely terrified at the same time. I think I understand the consequences of this more than he does. I know what's ahead, I know that relationships take work and effort, I know that love hurts. He knows none of this. But he cares about me and that's good enough for me right now. It's a ( Read more... )

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I feel you! swmerchck March 10 2008, 15:47:35 UTC

Hey, you. It's Amanda from SCC (I know we haven't talked in years!). Anyway, I think I know exactly how you feel. I'm going through a very similar experience with my current boyfriend (and we've been dating for almost seven months). Letting go of all the pain from my last relationship (that lasted roughly two years) has been really hard for me. I just thought I'd let you know that you have someone who's been there, or rather, is still there, if you need to talk. Hope everything is going alright!

Re: I feel you! eternalpinecone March 11 2008, 06:00:04 UTC

wow, thank you. I didn't even know anyone read these! its good to know someone at least somewhat understands. sometimes i wish i had just never gotten involved because my life is so much more complicated now, haha. but i guess thats what boys do. im just sick and tired of struggling through all this. i just want to forget him and move on, but at the same time i can't help but want to cling on to him still.... you know?

I hope all is well with you too. i read a few of your lj entries a while ago... sounds like life has put you through quite a bit. hope things are going okay now : )

esmethconqueror March 10 2008, 16:23:36 UTC

I'm sending love in your direction. xxxooo

eternalpinecone March 11 2008, 06:04:27 UTC

thanks : ) didnt even know anyone read these... just needed an outlet i guess. but thanks.

oh, hey, did i tell you i decided on a college? im going to western! looks like we're breaking the mold of WSU goers in the fam... haha. hope all is well with you! see you soon? easter perhaps??

esmethconqueror March 13 2008, 23:05:41 UTC

Yeah, probably Easter.

Yay for coming to Western!!! And yay for starting a line of Vikings?

I like the colors of your LJ.