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I don't know what's been up with me lately.  I know I haven't been myself.  Moody, irritable, sad...  But I'm not entirely sure why.

I know I need to reprioritize.  And I really need some "me" time.  Maybe go on vacation somehow or just take a weekend to myself and get out of here.  Some time just to relax and be me.  Maybe go up to my lakehouse ( Read more... )

What's the main reason people do something for others? Is it not in hopes of feeling some sort of gratification? Even if it's from yourself... Gratification is something that people strive for. People long for a pat on the back for a good deed. You can't tell me that there isn't a motive behind each action ( Read more... )

(x) snuck out of the house ( Read more... )

Your Expression Number is 6You have an outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance ( Read more... )

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i want to love and be loved. i want to feel close to someone again. but i'm terrified of letting him in as of yet. my heart is fragile and has just been torn. i feel i must protect it, so i've built a wall both strong and thick, a fortress for her to hide. i am terrified...

i'm sitting here alone on a friday night... normally, i have someone to come home to... i share the bed with him, his arm wrapped around my waist. tonight, he's out. funny how he finds the energy to stay out all night with the guys from his recruit class, but on a normal friday night, when he's been up since 5:30am, he cant even carry on a ( Read more... )

so much of me is scared of what i saw in her...
staring straight ahead, she ignores the image before her
her mask no longer works in this room.
the girl standing there cant hide behind the plastic smile
and she begins to scare herself...

So after talking to my mom, I realized that I've been completely ignoring a perfectly good option.... I want to get a degree in criminal justice at a well-credited school so I can at least have that under my belt and on my resume. I'm now living in Loganville and have been planning to go to GC&SU in Milledgeville b/c they have a great CJ program ( Read more... )