NEW LJ NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've started to add some of you but it takes soooo long so add me cause you loves me. a lot.
Nicks_Monster

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I HAVE THE GREATEST BOYFRIEND!!!
and you dont. sucks.

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i've never felt so shitty before.

i love nick so much. i missed him so much today. he makes me so happy.

FRIENDS ONLY

i'm so confused right now. i'm having a lot of mixed feelings. its like i know i'm about to be hurt bad but i wont change a thing.

i cant wait until tomorrow.

after an hour of submerging myself in the bath looking up through the water i reliezed how at this moment of my life is either going to turn out the best or the worst. i'm going to gain everything or nothing. either way i'd give up everything, so i have nothing for you.

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if i were to die tonight what would you regret not doing when i was alive?