I was going to bake cookies today but ive opted not to do that considering Jason's off in an hour and a half and then he's coming to pick me up...tomorrow i'll bake them and make the dough for my scuffles as well as bake up some cupcakes for the baby shower on Saturday. Yep my baby shower on is on saturday and i really wonder if its going to be ( Read more... )

Well Ok ive been out of the loop for a bit. Ive bought some baby clothes and been trying to walk around more so that i dont feel like a lazy lump on a long. I started cleaning the house yesterday im guessing thats the nesting instinct...i feel like our house is a complete disaster and it sucks because i cant lift anything heavy and when jason ( Read more... )

So my aunt and uncle are in town my fave aunt and uncle and jason worked at one today so i called up my mom to ask what they were doing and they said they were going to that mall out in balzac and i asked if i could come and she said no cause i have pick orion up at three which ok fine i forgot but why couldnt they go tomorrow instead and we could ( Read more... )

So i started cross stitching and im really enjoying i dont do the counted cross stitching just cause thats to much thought process for me i wanted something that i didnt have to count i could just kinda do it and not think about it look at the instructions as to where the colors go and then get on with it and i can see my progress as i go along so ( Read more... )

So yesterday i did all my laundry thats been building up for like the last 4 months almost burnt out my parents washing machine but i am hoping thats the last time i have to do that anyway especially with me being home all the time now ( Read more... )

And i while i was watching intervention (its a guy that went to iraq and came back an alchohlic) I was thinking im really glad that jason didnt actully join the army like he had wanted to...when we first got together he was really upset about his ex girlfriend and he had always wanted to join so it wasnt something that he just decided but since he ( Read more... )

I keep trying to figure out if jason and i have ever been on the same page with sex other then when we were trying for a kid ( Read more... )

I wish i could actully keep up with this thing. I dont come around very often and when i do its a long drawn out thing about what ive been up to...i was reading some of my older posts and i realize ive changed so much in the last few years and what i thought was me isnt. Being with Jason even when we were just friends has brought out things in me ( Read more... )

ok so this is the thing i have written most of my life poems, short stories and whatnot...lately ive beening want to write something anything and i cant figure out what the heck i should i be writing i dont have anything spcific and i cant think of a poem or story...i feel like i should be writing a novel blah its really bugging me. the other ( Read more... )

Gosh i dont even know if anyone ever reads this...but here i go last feburay jason and i had a miscarriage it sucked but we werent expecting it so we weren't devistated we had only found out a week prior as well so the thought of being parents to another child hadn't even crossed our minds till then...well after that we both kinda talked about it ( Read more... )