So its been two weeks since it happened...yesterday morning i went back to work i worked at six thirty and about eight one of my co-workers came up behind me and accidently scared me...i started crying...honestly i think i was crying before and didnt notice...then i went and took my break and came back and started making sandwiches...one of my ( Read more... )

1. taken a picture naked? Yes ( Read more... )

they had enough heart to call me the night he died...but they havent bothered to check on me since that night...i happen to be on lava life again...(subconciously looking for paul i know that cause i keep checking every picture with a cowboy hat) and i saw one of his friends...so i messaged him...he said call me if you need anything. well today ( Read more... )

in two weeks i'll be taking my first trip to Quebec...probley not for what i really wanted but because thats where the funeral is and his parents want me there which i think is great. the note that was to me was released to his wife so i never got to see what was in it...which to me is heart breaking...cause i knew it said more then him just ( Read more... )

its been a week and this past weekend was so hard not only cause it was thanksgiving. But because i was in and out of the doctors office on thursday and friday night and then on saturday and sunday night i was in the hospital. It was hard cause i was sitting there alone knowing he would have been there with me if he could have been. If he hadnt ( Read more... )

its been awhile again but ive been busy trying to get set up to get my drivers licence (yes i know im 26 and i havent gotten it) but up till now i really havent needed it. now i need it to go out to strathmore to see my paul (i met him on lavalife i know im a loser) but hes really sweet and hes divorced and he has a 12 year old son who i love just ( Read more... )

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man im tired lately i dont know if its cause of work or just lack of energy...oh well...figure that out later ( Read more... )

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my mom bought tickets for dora awhile back...we invited one of orions friends and as it turns out he didnt wanna go...so as another option we asked another friend..well they couldnt make it either...so sunday night two days to go we still had two extra tickets...we ask orion...orion who would you like to come with us to see dora he says rebecca... ( Read more... )